My Dysphoric Days

Today and the last few days my Dysphoria has been pretty savage. I don’t understand why other than my body has acclimated to Spironolactone. I feel toxic. My kidneys hurt (often confused as lower back pain) and I’m pissing brown. The testicles I have returned to their original size, my sweat smells male and I’m feeling like I have a twisted like mania and not getting much sleep. I told my clinic but since I’m getting an orchiectomy soon most of those symptoms should go when those testicles go. Here’s hoping time passes quickly.